Weeeerreee bacccckk

actually.. its just KATIE and CYNTH.. its definitely been awhile.. probably over a year... since this pos was last updated.. but um.. yeah.. idk what else to write.. things are going good.. we miss you all.. ash kara and KRISTI.. call us... asap!!!!!!!

 I hope youre doing fine out without me
 Cause Im not doing so good without you
 The things I thought youd never know about me 
 Were the things I guess you always understood

        let's face it ; we've changed . we've all changed
             somewhere between summer ending && school
             starting we've all gone in our own directions, <3's
             were broken ; friendships diminished ; new loves
             started  && . new people came into our lives . we
              no longer spend all our time together in our circle
             of friend's  && . we no longer talk for hours about
             nothing at all, we've changed, some for the better .  .  .
                                                      - some for the worse

    eventually all the pieces fall into
    p l a c e;;  `until then laugh at the
    confusion, live for the moment &     
    know that e  v  e  r  y  t  h  i  n  g
    happens for a + - - - - - - - - - »»
    ·´¨`·.·»  [[  R  E  A  S  O  N  ]] __x

its true that we dont know what
we've  got until we  lose  it but it 's
also true that we don't know what
 we've been missing til it arrives

& im sorry about the phone call & needing you
some decisions you don't make
i guess it's just like breathing & not wanting to
there are some things you can't fake
i guess that it's typical
to cling to memories you'll never get back again
& to sort through old photographs
of a summer long ago or a friend that you used to know
& there below; there frozen faces
& you can't believe that there really gone
when all that's left is a song &
i'm sorry about the phone call; & waking you.
i know that it is late;
but thank you for talking, because i needed to.
some things just can't wait.

yOu always need - thOse few people
 that yoU can [ always ]
 be »cOmpletley«  Stupid with.<3
  *.. you four were always that to me<3<3 ..*


have yOu ever realized that  when
peOple say yOu've  chang3d;   '  its
juSt because yOuve  stOpped  livin
 y O u R  l ii f E ___  t h e R e  w a y

someone mentioned your name and
asked if i knew you i cracked a smile
thinking of our good times and said'
[   Nah,  not anymore   ]


and after all that has been SAiD & D0NE
there`s still a part of me that just can`t let you go.


we've been through it all`      ;
big & small .  no matter what
happens you'll always be my '
bestfriend  'because  no  one
could make our friendship end

it'S  SAd WhEN  PE0PlE  Y0U  kN0W bEC0ME  tHE
PEOPlE Y0U kNEW . WhEN Y0U CAN WAlk  RiGht
PASt  SOME0NE  likE thEY WERE  NEVER  A   biG
PARt 0f YOUR lifE  . h0W YOU USEd  t0  bE AblE'
t0 tAlk f0R h0URS `' ANd N0W YOU CAN bARElY
l0Ok At  thEM it'S SAd  '.  h0W  tiMES ChANGE   *

Roo, Dong, Wang and Horsie,

First of all...Happy Valentine's Day. I just wanted to say that I miss you all like crazy. With that said, I'm going to address some thoughts going on in my head in a xanga entry since it's next to impossible for us to be online all at once.

I realize life has taken us all in different directions, but that surely doesn't mean it has to be negative. I still love you all very much. We haven't grown apart in so many ways as we have grown up. It's a natural occurrence, trust me. Of course the fabber thing has since dissipated, but I have no beefs with any of you. Growing up requires changes, and changes mean things can't be the same. Who knows, maybe someday we'll all be able to hang out like the old days. I know we miss the old days, but to be honest, I'm looking forward to the new days. I'm enjoying growing older. I'm gaining more responsibilities, and it seems like I actually have half of my wedding planned already. (As old and crazy as that makes me sound). But what I do love, is the fact you all continue to call me as much as you can. I really do appreciate that.

To catch you up, life has been very, very, very good to me lately. My trip to Cali was one I thoroughly enjoyed, and perhaps next weekend when I'm up (Friday and Saturday) we'll meet up and I'll tell you about it. Phil's finally home for awhile now, which obviously has me in high spirits and my job is going really well. I'm writing a lot and if you go to statenews.com and type my name in the archives...you can find every article I've written. People on campus actually know me, which makes me blush just telling you about it.

I know it's been a bumpy road for you guys back home. I know how you can "unbumpy" the road. (yeah...i actually said that...) Talk to each other. I feel like I have the same conversation on certain issues with you all. Talk to each other. I mean it. It makes things so much better, and your load will be lifted.

You gotta accept change. It's not a negative change if you make it that way. I've finally accepted the fact that I can't physically be there for you, and I quit beating myself up over it. I've finally realized I'm not going to be the first one you run to. But we're still friends and that's what I love about us. We're still friends.

Look at the pictures of us. We have some huge smiles. We're happy. We can do this ladies. We can do it. People grow up and go their own ways, but when you keep in touch, that's when the friendships continue to grow. My friendships with you all are fine...they're not as close as they used to be, but that's because we've all got our own lives to live.

You all are hanging up in my dorm. Smiles and all.

I love you.

-Poo

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<3 KaTiiE

I guess sometimes it is too hard to get people to understand things.  Hints are not taken. Then you have to revert to just coming out with it, even if it means you sound a little mean. Then, sometimes that isn't enough either.

Look at what we've become
this isn't who we wanted to be
we used to be strong
we used to be unbreakable
but know were feeling fragile
always about to break
we always try to glue together the pieces
only to see this friendship break again
we shouldn't have to go through this